I
had something similar happen to me like this. But it doesn't end
pretty...... Some of this story is being altered, don't get to get to
much detail, it really hurt me.
When I was younger, I wasn't thinking that I would ever be Bi-Sexual. So here is how the story begins.
One
day I am in my father's shop (he owned his own business/store), and he
has a friend who always had a fetish about feet. (Which feet to me is a
turn off big time due to this, before it didn't bother me but now it
does) Well my father's friend would always play around massaging my feet
etc, and this one time, he put my foot where his cock is. I guess I
would say I got turned on by it.
After
that day was over, I asked my father if his friend could take me to
the mall to meet some friends, well that was a lie, and my dad's friend
thought he was dropping me off too. Well we get to the mall and I tell
him, "my friends aren't coming now".... He said "ok, well since we are
here want to go around and shop" I said "sure". About 2 hours later we
pass by this one store, and it had slippers in there that looked like
big shoes but were comfortable as hell, well he being the foot fetish
person he is keeps telling me "take off your shoes put those on see how
they feel", this guy at this point must be getting turned on by my
feet, so I did it after 20 minutes of going back and for no yes no yes
no yes..... I get the slippers and we leave to go back to the car.
At
this point I am wondering if he is gay, bi or straight. I didn't have
the courage to ask him, so I asked him for a pen and a paper (lol), he
gives it to me and I write it down and give it to him. He responds
saying "yes I am", he then asked me, "are you Gay, Bi or Straight", I
answered, "Bi" (because I was interested in him sexually). I started
crying a little because I was young and all, well at this point he puts
my head on his lap and starts driving me home, and making me feel good
by talking to me and saying everything is ok.
While he
is driving me home, my head is right by his cock, I start looking at
it, and at this point I guess he noticed because he put his fingers by
my face/mouth. I start sucking on his finger like I would, when giving
oral. Well when I do that he puts my face right on top of his jeans by
his cock, I unbutton and unzip his pants take out his cock and suck my
first cock. He speeds up takes a off road to park, and me and him have
sex for the first time, and my first gay sexual encounter.
For
about 2 years we had a relationship, just sex and friend wise, more
sex though. Well he fucks it all up and keeps asking me, "you ever suck
off your brother, your brother is hot". I am like "no, now please
don't mention that again, I am not into incest" (well hell I could have
sex with my uncle (family through marriage), that's coming up lol).
Well a week later he goes up to my brother and says "drop on your knees
and suck my cock", my brother says "get the fuck outta here, I will
never do that". Then my fathers friend says, "why? your brother already
dropped to his knees and blew me". This is really screwed up because
it gave my whole family ideas about me being gay, and they start
intruding on my life. You have no idea how hard it is to face it with a
family that isn't homophobic but a family that wouldn't look at you
the same again.
Well
at this point I broke off the relationship, and have been in hiding
from this guy, because to this day he still talks to my family, and I
always tell my family I don't like him, he needs to stay away from the
store. (I don't know how, but I got away with what he said to my
brother) About a year ago, he finally finds me, and says "yeah I am no
longer into younger guys anymore, I am into older guys now".
I
say "well that is good, I hope it works out for you", then he says
"well you are a older guy now, want to go on a cruise with me?" I am
like "are you serious after what happened between me and you." He goes
on and on, finally my father comes back and starts talking to him, well I
make my get-a-way, and hide for the rest of the day.
I
really had feelings for this guy at first, it might have been just
dumb feelings because I was so young, but after what happened it
disgusted me, and made me never want to see him again. I have been
insecure with my Bi-Sexual life ever since this has happened, and it was
my first Gay Sexual Experience! I left out many, many screwed up
details.
But
on to my Uncle. One time I was in Florida with my Brother's
Girlfriend, my Uncle and his 3 kids. So we all go to the water park and
as we were standing in line I accidentally brushed my hand on my uncles
cock, through his bathing suit, well we both looked at each other and
didn't say anything. Later that day, I go into the restroom's to take a
leak, well he comes in with me and stands in the stall directly next
to me, we are talking etc, well I catch him staring at my cock (He is a
big guy around 6'4" perfect body thats makes you want to scream
ecstasy), he can look over the paritions blocking us, but I can't
because I am only 5'10". Then some kid comes up to us behind and starts
talking to me, this kid was only about 7 and I felt like going nuts
cause I wanted to see where this went, by the time I turned back around
my uncle was finished and started walking away!
Now
the reasons I have are, 1) I caught gay porn on his computer when I
was younger, 2) what happened in the stalls, and 3) About 6 months
later, my family and my uncles family get together and its just me and
him alone and I catch him again staring at my cock, and comes up to me
standing closer, and my face is directly alined to his cock, at this
point he is standing about a foot or less away from me, his legs spread
open like a V but upside down of course. I am not sure if this is a
reason but shit gives me a good damn reason after him getting so close
to me after staring at my cock.
Another time was when we were at the beach, (this isn't really a reason) well he says to me all the
time,
well time to get into the cold water and have our cock's shrivel on us
(i am laughing and screaming in my mind at this point, cause I just
want to have sex, one night with him, shit even more if I can). Well we
are swimming and I brush up against his cock again. We both say
nothing again, but about 20 minutes later I felt a brush against mine
and he wasnt far from me at all, but we had my 1 cousin with us, so I
don't know if it was an accident or on purpose, my uncle was looking at
me right after it happened though.
It's driving me
insane, what do you all think? Its not big evidence, and my gaydar (I
actually do have one lol, I start getting a nervous feeling around gay
guys, and all I have to do is look at them in the face, no talk or
nothing lol), isn't working with him, but then again it doesn't work
with people I have known basically my whole life, as I have had an
encounter with my friend before, and he forced it.
